they killed my soul. so i decided to go to supermarket and buy a new one. i choose to pay with my fat belly, cuz i don't need him. The till girl looked like the hello kitty doll and said: ey if you buy this thing you get this free.! and she pressured me tears in my eyes.
the days went past like the leaves following the wind in the autumn. the only new thing is that I'm missing someones heartbeat so much that yesterday I cryed for half an hour. just because of this stupid, childish reason.
. . .and at this moment there is a noise. hate it. even it's 9 o'clock or something like that, and some guest are in the house. i could possilbe scream them to death.