flick_flickr.

. . .
damn damn damn.
i'm IN flickr.


so i ho´pe i really got the cam to christmas.

ou ou. it'S the 21th of Dez.
just 3 days yet
<3

christmas standing.?!

wow the last blog entry is so long ago.

between that time so much happend with me...
first i got so drunk and i had so much fun with my sister .
we went to "bollwerk" and watched new moon in the starmovie liezen.


and then i got sick.
for me now, it was like i had sleept all the time.
because i just got up drank tea ,watched tv or even slept.

now christmas is comming and i so happy and this feeling <3


listening to : i caught myself - paramore

16 and not already dead^^

hey there.
this weekend was my 16.th birthday.
oh it was so lovely and great^^

i did nothing
just studing for this sick test


-.-


my presents:
many chocolate bars
a perfum form my mother
money,
and other stoff like that.

this week there so much i have to do.
to study and to buy
that my head nearly is exploding.


. . but i'm just trying to be happy.

i got a secret. <3

. woaahrrr .

why is .growing up. so hard.

okay. I'm shy.
but mi shyness is so big ..
today i waited 2 hours in the cold
and just because I'm so shy.


tahha. ;D
I need a made couch.^^



my brain doesn't work really creativ today.
so i have to leave


.this secrets will kill us
.so get on your knies and prey for .
.forgiveness.
> chelsea smile<

breekatchu..

sunday is still the day i stay up long.
today was a bit stange
but great.

i wrote with 2 guys .
it was fun.


.still thinking of one boy.

save you.!

or save me.

you already know.
sitting in my room in linz.
hate it.

parents treat you like a 5-year old child.
to hate myself about my body.

to doesn't like the school and everything.
it's so terrorising to me.


i could cry everynight.
i could scream everyday.
i hat this life and i must love it
and i don't have a choice

last blog was better.
and it is getting worse.!!!


:[

Tom's diner...

don't read the last post.
it was shit...

it all stayed the same.

and i can't helf myself.

ich schreib mal wieder auf deutsch oder so ein schlechtes deutsch wie ich es eben habe.
ich finde langsam wird Linz richtig nerfig und langweig und
ich weiß nicht wo ich meinen Ergeiz her bekommen soll.

Ich verliere langsam die Menschen die ich liebe
und dass ist das schlimmste was passieren kann.
aber ich kann es nicht stoppen weil ich hier draußen bin.


do do do do...

*listening to >Tom's diner<