establish one cook to blanch , establish.

. . . and the winner is the one who's without any mistake.
she war torned and wrecked the notion in his head she could possible save her own life.

She was a fool she loved a fool and if she tryed to look ahead she merely saw the laughing face of him, wish isn't really serious . . .

>> i just wanna be happy. <<


i'll missing you so much I'll see you die tonight.
just so I can get to you befor the sun will rise. . .
you had me at hello.

c for celebration.

fix your heart.!
because I can't fix mine.

the days went past like the leaves following the wind in the autumn.
the only new thing is that I'm missing someones heartbeat so much that
yesterday I cryed for half an hour.
just because of this stupid, childish reason.

. . .and at this moment there is a noise.
hate it.
even it's 9 o'clock or something like that, and some guest are in the house.
i could possilbe scream them to death.


[listen to: Perfect - Simple Plan]

.don't beeing myself while I'm having breakfast

what shoud i do do do do .

he / she / it kills me!

and he and he and he makes me wanna get completly confused!

inside the know outside they grow.

forgotten.
this sense of happieness whitchs contains in every smile.
looking outside and see that the winter changed into a sea of lovers and couples and kissing people.


terrified of the knowledge that at this moment your live turns to the worser side.
the side where you aren't able to shout or evern to speak out your fears cause this fear already chought you.!

scared scared scared.!

[when i see you standing there, wanting more from me,
and all i can do is try.]
[nelly furtado]

in my head.head.head.

. this week was stressing me more than ever...
.but it gets better.

hoplessly i think there won't be a boy who could every get along with me.
and acceptfully i try to unterstand why .


>I still press your letters to my lips.
so if you love me let me go.
my smile was taken long ago.<

[slipknot-snuff]

not like this again.

webcam webcam webcam.
everyday.
oh. oh. it' was great.


todays highscore : 5 people. o.O
at this moment : no one.

: D
i've really no idea what is happening at the moment.
my life changes and i don't know
but for the first time I'm not afraid : DD

o . this.

> would he hear me if i called his name?
> would he hold me if he knew my shame?

tears [don't fall?!]

i don't know.
what i should say.
everything is so confusing,
wednesday i was " dancing drinking and losing my mind "
and today i have to learn

. . . and i also find no love .

> can anybody help me make it better?