i give a damn what you think.!

I'm not afraid?!
I AM afraid.

this times come back.
I'm alone.


blind from now.!


:/ but still hanging on this rope .
come take my hand.!

boringbaby.

wow.
waisting day.
new hobby of me.!


drawing the curtain. cause outside is this real world
this perfekt world :(

he hate and love it but if we need it we don't know it :p

tomorrow the school starts. what should i say. xD nothing but i love my school so . . . there is no problem. This day : first day in boarding school is always a bit confusing :) but i hope this year will be great. good bye and good night. ah sry my weight: i don't know. but not as much as last time thank good I love my boyfriend.♥

. upupup. that make sense!

i want . . .
i want . . .
to start every sentense with i want is very exhausting.

but i want to move to 45 kilos.
wtf.
how can i ever make it?!

the power comes from . . . ?!
how every you'll see how I get along.!

today starts with 56,5 kilos
damn -.-

.airplanes.

I can really use a wish right now.


wish I was him not I !

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

this post is for all the children of divorce i know to much of them. I'm so sorry for them. damn fucking love can be difficult. but hey. don't give up. someones out there who will hold your hand If you need a backround.


for all of them :P, Z, S, A, T, M, M , J , V , R , S ,V . . .


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U





one day everythings perfect just for you. ♥

I'm gonna stay 18 for ever.

i'm all you've ever wanted . . .
We are never alone.

we're the coolest kids . . .
so we can stay like this forever.