sitting here in my room in the dorm.
but were i really want to be is new york.
in my class there are groups and i can't find the write people.
i want home i want home i want home!
but i want the "matura"....
and linz is the fucking same as last year no.
fucking stupider!!!!
and there is this boy
i don't know wat i want so I'm so confused
and i've got so much in my head that i can't sleep in my head.
Oh i want to cry.
no i can't because of my roommate.
i'm in the deep and i think i'll go deeper.!!!
bye bye.
I know this feeling. Thoughts running through your head, and they do not leave you. Too much to be said, but no order to say anything. You have to struggle to reflect about things and you wonder where will this lead you to. In what direction, what is the sense, the sense of all of this boiling in you. Its a lot of energy, a lot of contradictions, wishes, feelings, a lot of life, and just youth. Things will change with time, they will calm down, but there will also come a time when you will look back and you will be happy if you can find again a glimpse of that energy in you. So do not fight against yourself, let yourself flow. Mir gefällt wie du schreibst, netter blog. Viel Glück.
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