what's wrong.?

what the fuck is wrong with me .
a wonderful boy is calling me and i can't pick up the phone.
why i'm so childish.?
he wouldn't kill me if I'm talking shit...



instead i through my phone down.


god ...and i don't want ba to linz .
but i have to,.


the blog is my only chance to come down.
i need my blog everyday...
damn.

what should i do to change my live i want it.?

At the moment i'm shaking...
I'm at the end.

bye people .
maybe i get an angel who would save me.




listening :Blink 182 -not now.!