so cheep.

sorry youre not a winner.

back on the street.

very stange morning.
maybe it's the weathers fault.


i said live your dream. but what happens when your dream broke down, like a car. and you can't fix it, because someone special has visited your brain.
(bad endlish but i like it)

coolly.

he just gives me everything.♥ never without him♥. he's my hero. ♥it just made bang bang and i was shut down.♥




now some new shit: I'm a worry girl. it took me 24 hours a day to worry. but the worries to day, a more than these . . . . others. it depends just on one person.


best friends are like ships.
You can jump on them and drive around with them.
But if you didn't watch carefully you fall off and they'll drive away.

sommer of factination and love

♥

watering the pants in sierra nevada. cooking 10 meals for 3 dead people. killing water?!

he's famous.
he's cute.
he's obvious.
he's good.

is he love.?!
and i love him.?!

nothing else matters.?!

still don't believe in me.
still don't know what my heart tries to say.
still don't know where my heart belongs to.
but enjoy wasting time here♥

f. i. n. a. l. thoughts.

empty head.
the weekend is spinning around in my head.

music therapy♥

this day of hope has died.

Nothing but pain, nothing but anguish
Depriving me of mercy,refusing all compassion
These bare walls around me
My prison, my dungeon

Deliver me to ransom,
No god can justify this cruelty
There's nothing left for me
There's nothing left but agony

At last break down this dogma
Just let me go, just let me be
Just let it be my last breath
As all peace has left this world

There is serenity given in death
Silence is falling down
So long ago I lost my anchor
As all my sorrows drown

The turmoil of this world is not my struggle anymore
The end is putting down its hand for me,
I see, I feel

As all my sorrows drown
Just let me go, just let me be
Just let it be my last breath
Days fade away, songs die away

My peace of mind, given in death
As all peace has left this world
So long ago I lost my anchor
I'm longing for redemption

The turmoil of this world is not my struggle anymore
The end is putting down its hand for me,
I see, I feel

These bare walls around me
My prison, my dungeon
There's nothing left for me
There's nothing left but agony

The turmoil of this world is not my struggle anymore
The end is putting down its hand for me,
I see, I feel

Enclosed by the mists of oblivion,
Days fade away, songs die away

The turmoil of this world is not my struggle anymore
The end is putting down its hand for me,
I see, I feel

at bäämbäm you should stop.

nothing but anguish ♥